My face is drenched in tears tonight
This hollow, empty feeling is filled only with my fear
You lay there so still, so cold
my mind wanders.....
I'm in a boat.
It's sailing through the water.
I can feel my weightlessness.
So much laughter.
My cheeks ache from all my smiling.
Everybody loves me & I am beautiful & thin
I'm in love & I am loved
I wake up & it's black.