My sweetest boy
My loveliest babe
You fill me with,
The warmest love
My darling son
I love you endlessly
fiercely & truly
I'll hold you closely
For all your days with me
My special half me
God chose you proudly
& gave you perfectly,
to love & need me
My God, I'm so lucky
My perfect little boy
My body would go cold.
My skin would turn pale.
I'd wither & I'd be gone.
Dry & lifeless,
I'd float away with the wind.
Without you,
I'd be nothing.
A black & lifeless hole.
I'd no longer be anything,
If I didn't have you.
Oh to feel so much need,
and to deny it not,
Is a gift,
and a curse.
To feel so much love,
to let it govern your life,
Is equally freeing,
as it is suffocating.
Equally wonderful,
as it is pain.
But I love you so.
So, much so,
I'd die without you.
I'd surely die.
