Here I Am

Swirling empty nothing
My only companion
Deep swelling longing
Your my only friend

Tears weigh down my spirit
Connection is all that I need
Sweet loving purpose
Someone a kin to me

Something alive
Something vital
Something honest
Something real

Fill me up with love
Fill me up with kindness
Fill me up with knowing

I'm in here
I'm in here
Here I am

I'm in here

Perfect Love

My little light
My little heart
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
Theres no one I'd rather be,
than your mother

My sweetest boy
My loveliest babe
You fill me with,
The warmest love
My darling son

I love you endlessly
fiercely & truly
I'll hold you closely
For all your days with me

My special half me
God chose you proudly
& gave you perfectly,
to love & need me
My God, I'm so lucky
My perfect little boy

For My Loves

I love you so much,
without you,
I would die.

My body would go cold.
My skin would turn pale.
I'd wither & I'd be gone.
Dry & lifeless,
I'd float away with the wind.

Without you,
I'd be nothing.
A black & lifeless hole.
I'd no longer be anything,
If I didn't have you.

Oh to feel so much need,
and to deny it not,
Is a gift,
and a curse.

To feel so much love,
to let it govern your life,
Is equally freeing,
as it is suffocating.
Equally wonderful,
as it is pain.

But I love you so.
So, much so,
I'd die without you.
I'd surely die.

Ask & You Shall Receive

My beating heart
My happy spirit
My lucky life
My complete & utter blessed of blessings

God is watching & I don't deserve his loving eye

All I can ask for is his forgiveness
Time & time & time,
on & over & on & over again