For My Loves

I love you so much,
without you,
I would die.

My body would go cold.
My skin would turn pale.
I'd wither & I'd be gone.
Dry & lifeless,
I'd float away with the wind.

Without you,
I'd be nothing.
A black & lifeless hole.
I'd no longer be anything,
If I didn't have you.

Oh to feel so much need,
and to deny it not,
Is a gift,
and a curse.

To feel so much love,
to let it govern your life,
Is equally freeing,
as it is suffocating.
Equally wonderful,
as it is pain.

But I love you so.
So, much so,
I'd die without you.
I'd surely die.