Ask & You Shall Receive

My beating heart
My happy spirit
My lucky life
My complete & utter blessed of blessings

God is watching & I don't deserve his loving eye

All I can ask for is his forgiveness
Time & time & time,
on & over & on & over again

A Rhyme for a Patch of Mine ♥

Veggie Garden,
little haven.
Small & new
what will you do?

Burn & fry right to the ground?
or grow so high with veggies proud?

Stand up tall like an Indian chief?
or dry & shrivel like an autumn leaf?

Now I wait for you to show
will you stay?
or will you go?

back in the ground where you began?
or up & proud like I have planned?

Little patch so full of life
I'll give you water, I'll give you light
I'll give you love, I'll give you time
& write for you this little rhyme ♥

You & Us

All these moments
Swell up in my heart
They make me
They remake me
And I praise God above

I feel it
Synced with that beating
In my chest
I'll look back on this
When I'm old
When I'm fulfilled
And I'll love completely
And I'll know fully
That my life was great

Time On My Mind

I'm sinking deeply,
Falling wholly,
Crashing sharply,
Breaking slowly

Minds eye.
Minds memory.
Bring me back,
to that pain.
That fear.
Time, stalling, motion, aftermath

"and you run & you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking. Racing around to come up behind you again.."

One, Two, Three

Quiet, blissful, glorious morning
my two love each other,
as they love me

Calm, wonderful, joyful life
I am forever grateful for the hand that I hold

Three silent, breathing bodies
One as strong as a mountain
Two as beautiful as a sunset
Three as loving as a mother

I Love You
I Love You both

I Hope Your Fat

I drove by your house today,
Killing some time,
Trying to put my son to sleep,
and I thought to myself,
"This won't bother me"
"It was too long ago"
It was so long ago...

But it must,
and I knew it did,
when I felt a big, rolling, hard sorrow build right inside my chest.

Your ugly house is still fucking ugly.

I hope your really unsuccessful.

I hope your wife left you because your a closed off, ignorant, abusive, drug fucked weirdo

or better yet,

you've never been loved.

& I hope your fat.

.........You always hated that

For my Family

May God lift your soul,
Into his arms,
clutch you to his chest,
and love you forever,
the way you have been loved,
here on earth.

May God be with my family,
In the dark of this day,
be near,
be close,
be in their hearts & minds.

Tears will fall,
goodbyes will follow,
and 5 will be 4 for a while.

But there is heaven,
and there is hope.
Hope in loss,
hope in death,
hope in the strength of love.

Here is my prayer,
as I think of you today.
Be light,
be free,
be close,
and be loved.

Always loved....
because there is always love.