Here I Am

Swirling empty nothing
My only companion
Deep swelling longing
Your my only friend

Tears weigh down my spirit
Connection is all that I need
Sweet loving purpose
Someone a kin to me

Something alive
Something vital
Something honest
Something real

Fill me up with love
Fill me up with kindness
Fill me up with knowing

I'm in here
I'm in here
Here I am

I'm in here

Perfect Love

My little light
My little heart
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
Theres no one I'd rather be,
than your mother

My sweetest boy
My loveliest babe
You fill me with,
The warmest love
My darling son

I love you endlessly
fiercely & truly
I'll hold you closely
For all your days with me

My special half me
God chose you proudly
& gave you perfectly,
to love & need me
My God, I'm so lucky
My perfect little boy

For My Loves

I love you so much,
without you,
I would die.

My body would go cold.
My skin would turn pale.
I'd wither & I'd be gone.
Dry & lifeless,
I'd float away with the wind.

Without you,
I'd be nothing.
A black & lifeless hole.
I'd no longer be anything,
If I didn't have you.

Oh to feel so much need,
and to deny it not,
Is a gift,
and a curse.

To feel so much love,
to let it govern your life,
Is equally freeing,
as it is suffocating.
Equally wonderful,
as it is pain.

But I love you so.
So, much so,
I'd die without you.
I'd surely die.

Ask & You Shall Receive

My beating heart
My happy spirit
My lucky life
My complete & utter blessed of blessings

God is watching & I don't deserve his loving eye

All I can ask for is his forgiveness
Time & time & time,
on & over & on & over again

A Rhyme for a Patch of Mine ♥

Veggie Garden,
little haven.
Small & new
what will you do?

Burn & fry right to the ground?
or grow so high with veggies proud?

Stand up tall like an Indian chief?
or dry & shrivel like an autumn leaf?

Now I wait for you to show
will you stay?
or will you go?

back in the ground where you began?
or up & proud like I have planned?

Little patch so full of life
I'll give you water, I'll give you light
I'll give you love, I'll give you time
& write for you this little rhyme ♥

You & Us

All these moments
Swell up in my heart
They make me
They remake me
And I praise God above

I feel it
Synced with that beating
In my chest
I'll look back on this
When I'm old
When I'm fulfilled
And I'll love completely
And I'll know fully
That my life was great

Time On My Mind

I'm sinking deeply,
Falling wholly,
Crashing sharply,
Breaking slowly

Minds eye.
Minds memory.
Bring me back,
to that pain.
That fear.
Time, stalling, motion, aftermath

"and you run & you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking. Racing around to come up behind you again.."